Have had it for 40 years. Fought like hell through it and made it this far. Tried many meds. Zero positive effect. It's gotten far worse. Lost daughter to my depression plus mom and counselor alienation. Third divorce final last week. Job is a potential bright spot with a $5 billion discovery I made at work. Paying well. But that's sparked disruptive commodity pricing and logistics challenges at a global level. I'm fighting to find reasons to stay alive.

Is this depression just me being blue pill weak? Anyone here beat deep depression with TRP and MGTOW treatment?