Seriously some of the information on here is so vital to life that i feel like such an idiot sometimes. Like how did i not ever come across this crucial information earlier on in my life where i could have used it most. I considered my self to be an intelligent and smart guy but after having been on seddit and going out there i feel like an arrogant prick who was completely clueless, and useless.

I feel so intimated by men who are good at seduction, its like dude you know so much and have experienced shit so many times. I have an epiphany like everyday now because of this new found curiosity about seduction and self improvement in general.

TL;DR: i am a beta who is slowly becoming alpha but still feel beta because of all the important information i have missed out on...been having too many epiphanies and it scares the shit out of me.