Recently I've fallen off the horse a bit with seddit and women in general (it's been a while since I've hooked up if we're going to be honest) and I know it's because I'm holding myself back.

I've read the sidebar in and out (shit I have some stuff I've written in there), and I just can't bring myself to succeed. I keep choking when it comes to approaching, and even when I DO approach, I keep choking to push it forward... even when it's handed to me on a silver platter.

Example: Opened this girl about her guy friend making out with a girl friend of mine (they weren't obviously friends until she started taking pictures) and she straight up said "GO WITH IT, HE'S UP FOR ANYTHING. I'M UP FOR ANYTHING!" And I fucking choked. Just said something stupid and ejected.

It's like I don't want myself to succeed. What the hell can I do? I know all the outer game stuff, I try working on inner game, but it just seems like I keep setting myself up for failure and am afraid to succeed. How do I get back on this horse?