I cant imagine myself having sex with a girl, sexuality terrifies me.

Just today i locked eyes with a hottie, we were both standing comfortably, and she smiled back.

I look back 1 more time and she is staring at me, looking for that eye contact

as soon as i realized that something could actually happen, that i could approach i it would probably go well - i get scared, i ran away, avoided her eyes on purpose,

there were lots of people around and she was talking with her friend but the setting was good for an approach

yet the possibility of succeding scared me senseless

wtf is wrong with me?