A little background information so you know where I'm coming from: I will be turning twenty in October and my sister will be turning twenty-four this December. Ever since we were young, she has always thrown shit tests at me so that I would give her what she wants. As a kid, I was bullied a lot, didn't have many friends and use my passiveness to her advantage. Today, she still does the shit tests. For example, whenever she commands me to do something and I say "no", she'll be like, "Come here"! and then hit me and say things like, "It's a wonder why you can't make any friends" and bring up bullying from my past. Whenever she sees me making an effort to improve myself in any way, she'll try to Beta-fy me any way she can. For example, she doesn't want me to lift weights because "that will make [me] look like one of those 'douchebags.'" Or even tell me shit like, "real men take care of women and her kids."(Beta Bux right there)

But after swallowing the bitter Red Pill, I know why she does this: due to the fact that she's used to having power in her life especially when it comes to family matters, whenever her "loser brother" does something that shows a threat to her status, she's trying to shove me back to square one so that she remains the one being praised. AWALT. All women do this, especially in LTRs, but this is family shit.

But lately, I'm noticing some of the positive RP principles take place in this situation: about a week ago, I overheard my aunt talking to my mother. She told her that she's noticing that my sister's body is beginning to sag and that I'm starting to get a masculine physique(lifting is incredible). Not only that, but I've noticed that less and less guys are taking interest in her and more and more girls are taking interest in me. "Women age like milk, men age like wine." Thank you, biology. :)

How can I deal with shit tests coming from her? I'm fully aware of what she's trying to do, but she has to realize that just because we happen to share the same parents, I'm not going to take her shit. She's not obligated to my respect and until she starts realizing what's happening, I'm not showing her any. I'm not the autistic, World-of-Warcraft-playing loser that she knows me as. I've woken up and my long journey towards high SMV has begun.