So, this will be rather long field report but I will try to make it as short as possible while maintaining all important info.

I am 22, never had gf or ons before. I lost it with random chick on a party when I was 19. Did not fuck since then. But last night, I was like different person. I felt very confident. It was strange. I found my game and courage to be better when my friends arent around. I think I feared that I will embarass myself infront of them. But lets get to Field Report already...

So, like half year ago, I was sick and my sister bringed her friends to our house. One of them didnt want to sleep with them, she asked me if she can sleep in my room! I hated myself for being sick, I had to turn her down and didnt contact her afterwards...

Well and then it came. Last week sister was going out with her and some friends, they went partying and I told my sister I will come. I came, said hi to them, it was little awkward at first and she seemed distant, but we went for drink, didnt talk much. It was going nowhere and she was talking with some guy, later with another one. Well, I took her and went dancing with her. As we were dancing, I moved closer and started with some touching. She was liking it and I was escalating pretty fast. In like 10 minutes, we were making out. I am inexperienced and of course bad kisser, so I was surprised that she pushed her tongue into my mouth so quickly when I tried to kiss her. It was too fast for me, I would rather start slow but her tongue was like crazy horse on meth. I could sense she liked it more on her neck. As we were kissing and dancing, I touched her everywhere, including under t-shirt and also down into her pants. She was resistant on this one at first, but few mins later she let me did literally anything. Then we moved into the bar and making out there. Then I told her we are going to my place. She said "I do not know" but I easily convinced her. It was almost too easy. I was impressed by myself. I was feeling very confident that night, maybe little cocky at times but it worked like a charm. I was just being very direct and confident. That was all it took. We did not even talked much :D

When we got to my place, it was little awkward. I did not manage to pull her bra off, but didnt make big deal out of it. Told her to get it off. Well and my dick just didnt seem to work. I got horrible ED. Two times I was like 80% erected, but before I could get condom on it, it was half soft again.... Well, we did NOT fuck. I didnt drink much, it could be mental issue maybe? I am 22 so it isnt physiological issue.

I told her if she wanted to hang out sometimes, she said yes but in weird tone. I texted her like day or two later and ofcourse she didnt want to go out. We writed few messages each other but it is going nowhere and I told her it will be better if we will not go out and she kind of agreed.

I am going to sisters prome next month and she will be there. What are my chances of bedding her again? :D close to zero? There will be more of her friends (big anti slut defence) and she knows I am unexperienced. So do you think i should not even go there? Or should I try it again?