These are absolute baby steps and hardly fitting for a group called Seduction but still, i was at a shop and as the girl behind the counter was processing my goods i said "you look bored". she burst out laughing. a few words exchanged. she flicked her hair and laughed so i figured i should ask her out. bottled it. walked to the car and then decided to write my number down on a piece of paper. i walked back in and handed it to her. why is this progress for me? because the look on her face as she opened the paper was a sort of weirded out look. that's the reaction i've always feared. it's paralysed me all my life. fear of being weird, creepy or unwanted. and yet when i walked out i was ok. maybe she'll message. maybe she won't. but i did something instead of nothing and i'm better for it