From the outset, I told her I wouldn't initiate physically, putting the burdon on her to do so. The most she's done is initiate hand holding. The last three times we hung out, i only talked about my fucking feelings. Recently, she joked around in my presence with her friends about how attractive this guy was. I told her that it hurt. Since then, when I ask her in person to hang out, she says yes, but she always contrives some way to avoid it. She is fucking sick of me for obvious reasons. This is pretty standard stuff, I guess. What should I do?