Pretty much what the title says. I've been with this girl for more than 4 years with a ~6 month break in between. This girl is super submissive, loyal, really ideal. She comes from a traditional Mexican background, not the trash Latina chick everyone bangs, but the one who's parents don't let her out past 11:30-12:00 despite her being with me for all this time.

Something is missing though. There is an intellectual aspect where we just aren't on the same level. The things I find beautifully fascinating, she has no care for. It's weird to describe, but she is not my equal in this aspect. Additionally, we aren't sexually compatible. Relative to her, I'm kinky, and she's prude. She's a great girl and all but I just don't think we fit. She feels it and has been hanging on with everything she has.

She gave me the chance to leave, but I turned it down. I don't even know why, I keep putting it off. I can't face her and tell her how I feel. We broke up the first (and only) time for this very reason. Why I went back is beyond me, I suppose I settled. We've discussed marriage, she's agreed to a prenup, and a postnup, pretty much everything. I know this girl would give the world for me, yet I still don't feel the same for her. I also love her too much to put her through the pain of this impending breakup. Not romantically, just as a person. It would kill her. She's super understanding of all of my priorities, she knows school is #1 and she is #2. She is fine seeing me once a week, doesn't text me too much, and on test weeks I might not see her for two weeks. So all of the things a good LTR should do, but something isn't clicking with me anymore. I feel that we've grown apart.

Jesus this post is some bluepill ass shit. What do guys?