Recently, I was plastered and this big 6'4" dude(im 5'7") started talking shit to me. I pretty much just antagonized him without insulting PASSIVELY("what are you gonna do about it") . I was smoking a cigarette so I turned my head away from him, and he sucker punched me and I got knocked out, the punch breaking my jaw. The dude ran away after because my friends came out. Is this an emasculating thing to happen? I had the balls to not be scared of him, but in the end he broke my jaw and knocked me out. I don't know if I should tell girls the truth or not, and if it looks bad on me.

tl;dr got knocked out and jaw broken by much bigger dude from sucker punch, does it make me look like a beta?

EDIT: dude got kicked out of house, I was outside, he just needed a reason. included that i was drunk because normally i have common sense but i was blacked out. stop shitting on my poor decision making and answer the question, thanks