Well, things have moved pretty fast! Taking the day off tomorrow to really get after it and get as much done packing wise.

I move out April 1st. Divorced should be finalized April 5th. House going up for sale shortly after. It's all so bitter sweet.

These last two years of separation, then trying to make it work, then deciding on divorce, then finding out she's been talking and hanging out with someone for who knows how long. It's been a wild ride!

During these last two years I've dealt with diagnosed major depression, anger, resentment, going to school full time, working part time, and now working full time on top of all that, and being a full time dad to three little ones. At 32 I've started noticing the grays starting to come in.

Although I still have moments of depression, anger, and resentment. I noticed it's all only temporary and what's it for, it doesn't matter anymore. Even though I feel she handled this completely the wrong way and was selfish through out. I still feel like I'm coming out of this okay financially, mentally, and I'd like to say physically but I still have work to do.

We both agreed 50/50 joint custody, financials have been split since the beginning, and she leaves with her debt and I leave with mine. No child support or spousal support.

Overall, I'm really excited for what is ahead for me. I'm still not sure if I'll ever marry again. At least looking back I can say I recognize where the red flags were and also not to prioritize the physical relationship first if I ever want something serious again.

Lastly, I'm thankful for God, my family, unexpected friendships, and to this group. Honestly, I don't think I'd been able to get through everything I have without it all. So men here is to the future, here's to the unknown, and here's to getting up every single day and living life. All glory to God!