I just need all the thoughts of what really happened to leave me alone. It's all water under the bridge now. Yes, I'm in court, fighting, but what's done, and even the present, is solidified. I cannot change it. I should even be asleep right now, so I can work out in the AM. Why am I angry? I'm winning in court. She's just being petty and ruining her position. I should be relaxed and ensured right now.