I'll do my best to explain here but I met a curvy spanish girl who is very smart. She strangely doesn't work in a field that is very social. She put up a tough front, and after knocking her shit tests down she opened up like the most frail creature i've ever seen.

She mentioned an abusive ex. And in bed I gave it to her rough but I guess not rough enough. This was also interrupted many times with questions about if I really like her face, or her body. She seemed very very insecure where It started to piss me off.

And then at one point she acted like she wanted to wrestle and it was like that scene in goldeneye where xena kills dudes with her legs. Ive been hitting the gym hard for a year but with her legs wrapped around me however they were it was like my arms couldn't do shit and I couldn't breathe. That freaked me out a little.

I didn't get to know her overly well before sex, something I'm working on, but we did talk long enough that she didnt' seem crazy.

In some ways she seems like a catch but her profile is very boring, she claimed she hasn't had sex in almost a year. I haven't seen any big red flags except that some of the shit seems to good to be true. Perhaps i'm just pulling better women and I can't get used to it. I just keep wondering if she's gonna try and kill me or turn into a crazy person if things don't work out. I have serious anxiety over girls doing this and it's not like TRP helps in easing fears in that department.