My gf turned out to be a covert narcissist and a serial cheater. CPTSD has hit me hard. 4 months of seclusion got old.

I walked into a bar just to be around people. Ordered a drink and talked to random people then sat in the back on a couch.

There were three young and probably drugged women who quickly departed. I wasn’t even trying to talk to them.

Just hanging around with my thoughts and simply not caring about anything…

And I was suddenly mobbed by 3 very attractive 20 something women. Bold and confident while I was still in my head.

I said hi and wandered into my head. That didn’t stop them.

They asked me what was on my mind.

I wriggled and shook my head, “You really don’t want to know.”

The ring leader and a 9 persisted. I liked her confidence and obvious interest. My vulnerability showed. The other two flitted back and forth from her and to me. Weird dynamic.

Silence from me. The ring leader had her eyes locked on me and I gave it right back.

We were speaking in body language. I liked it.

I said,”Ok, Serial cheaters is what’s on my mind.”

Ring leader exclaimed, “Bold!”

The other two sprung towards me to offer empathy…

Idk it was all too much.

TL;DR I took off after 15 minutes of too much attention but not before looking directly at ringleader and saying,” Next Wednesday?” She took a moment then subtly nodded her head.

No numbers and anticipation. For me and I fully expect to see her tonight.

Where the hell did this game appear from? 🤣

Also, lost 45 lbs in 4 months and my beard is exactly what you’d think someone who has lived would have.

Wish me luck.