So I’ve been separated from my stbxw for a year and 4 months.

Final hearing is beginning of December.

It’s been a hell of a ride.

Anger at first, a spiritual event, then overwhelming grief…then acceptance for the lost part…..

I am still harboring some latent resentment towards her.

I hate texting her even though I have to because of the kids.

Hearing her voice on calls with them seems to bother me. I generally go to another room….but still catch myself saying things under my breath.

Lately the anxiety is very slowly coming back.

I don’t know if it’s because the actual end is almost here.

I didn’t want this divorce. But I’m now just ready for it to be over.

Any advice?