I used to chase hookups the same way I chased drug, quick dopamine hits that felt good for a second but bled my self worth dry. I was scared to be judged, scared to move. On drugs I played basketball like Steph Curry, fearless. Now I do it sober because I built myself into a man who does not need the high. The "player" ego is fake value. real value is loyalty, discipline, and living so solid that one woman wants you more than all the others combined. Life 2: The Game is simple: stack wins in health, grooming, and self respect until you stop running game and become the game. I'm 5'5 and 148lbs With a perfect woman for me who supports my psychology and rapper journey I'm just now starting No excuses. This happened after I broke her heart because of my own trauma and cried to her.