I found this in my boyfriend iPhone notes with the name of his ex. He said it’s because in the last two years he had to change job for the first time in a decade. He’s in the office, his parents and entire family move country and he had to move where he lives and he’s overwhelmed after he had the same life for 15 years before his divorce he keeps telling me it’s nothing and just longing for who he was before all of this happened. And it’s part of him growing into a new stage of life. I calmly said to him the next day if you truly want to go back with her and that’s what will make you happy that’s what you should do and then he completely freaked out and said no absolutely not in the past week he’s just been trying to really show me. That’s not the case.

The note:

I haven't smiled since I left. Not truly. You were the only person that made me feel sure of who i am... or was