I was able to get a lawyer. Now we both have lawyers and are waiting for the papers to be filed. For me life has been the same, wake up, bring our son to school, work late, shower, then it’s almost time for bed again. Only I’m a bit more depressed around the house as I’ve been packing. She is in all her glory around the house. Acting as if things are normal, cracking jokes, implying the potential for sex again. I’m happy that she’s happy but I’m also not. She’s happy because she knows it a weeks time she will have the big house to herself, I will still be paying for all the bills, she will only have our son half the time, allowing her more time with friends. Also, in the end she will be walking away with a very large sum of money when the divorce is done. She is already talking about a new car and vacations. I’m moving to a tiny two bedroom, I have to figure out how to may for two houses while also working less do to our sons school schedule, and she wonders why I’m not smiling. It’s been keeping me up at night, which isn’t good either. Rant over. I appreciate you guys for reading.