Like yeah, I've got friends, family, social life, hobbies etc which is all well and good.

But holy fuck, I'm 28 and have been stressing way too much about women for the last 10 years, to the point I have horrible headaches and make myself feel sick quite often.

We can legally drink in pubs in the UK at 18, and it quickly became obvious that women want a guy who's the life of the party, nothing has changed since then. It's nobody's fault but by own, but sitting in the corner is a surefire way to get nowhere fast.

I struggle to look a woman in the eyes, can barely make a sentence, don't have the balls to approach, can't flirt for shit and give my friends second hand embarrassment, all while they've looking and judging the entire time, it fucking sucks.

I can have a fun night with my friends, but even seeing a pretty woman can instantly piss me off. It's obviously not the women's fault for my lack of confidence and low self-esteem, but it's still true regardless.

It's pretty sad that losing my virginity at 24 was the proudest I've ever felt, I remember lying in her bed afterwards and genuinely feeling happy.

I fucking despise when I start a new crush, as I already know it'll lead to something negative.

I want to give up, but I also know that sacking women off for the rest of my life is even more pathetic.