Not a flex, but the last year I was with a lot of women... Never really getting attached, anything like that, but certainly no commitment. I make it clear that I'm not into something serious, but they get attached...or think something will happen

I try to avoid being a dick or intentionally being mean, but clearly many of these women liked me much more than I liked them... No matter what if do, most of them would run back to me...some even begging me.

Well I finally met someone, amazing chemistry, respected her, appreciated her etc. just wanted to see her happy and not cause any harm to her with my selfish behaviour...did everything I possibly could to make her feel important, while I never told her I loved her, I shared many deep feelings.... And she reciprocated ...

And then... Almost overnight, her attitude completely changes... She's defensive, reactive, which I've never experienced from her...EVER. then she ghosts me.... Nothing...

HUNDREDS of women who I never really cared for, all there only a text message away.... But the women I bend over backwards for, would have died for in a heart beat... GONE, like it was nothing...It's fucked up.

/Endrant.