I feel beta AF, she came after cheating on me. We have a son and she fucked a fat ugly guy, she says she is sorry and regrets and blablabla. I said I would take her back... but I have a LTR and I'm not planing to end it. My current real gf is 8/10, does things for me, cares for me, respects me, and I got her applying TRP. However, when cheating ex came back, I felt like I knew nothing and I just wanted them both but I wouldn't take seriously the cheating gf, what do you think? I know I should've said gtfo to cheating ex... Is it bad if I want to play with ex's feelings a bit?