Over the last two years, I have browsed and periodically replied on /r/theredpill. Here I am and I need help now more than ever.

Background: currently, I am three glasses of scotch deep and sinking. I'm enjoying my time off, so no troubles in that department.

I have issues in my personal life. I am a naval aviator in Pensacola, and I have been dating this woman who is on a full ride scholarship for playing tennis. We both play tennis and met up via tinder. We have fucked and it was great. Only problem is she is 20 years old, and I'll be 23 in a day.

She is not from America, and perhaps will be moving back to her country. I am in the Navy, and I will be moving in two years too.

We both agreed to not put labels on anything or set unrealistic expectations for the future, but I am a man. I deliver more than what I promise by default. I want to tell her that I love her, but I know that I can only hint at such things by way of my actions rather than by way of my words.

Is there any hope for a relationship while in the military?

I had a near death experience last weekk when I put my plane into a spinned stall and lost 1000ft in altitude. I don't remember driving home for 40 minutes; all I remember is fucking her afterward. I can't give that up. I just need a hug. I'm sorry for this rambling.