So that last time I posted on here I was needing help after falling into Blue pill mode whilst trying to fuck HB9 into a spinning plate. All of you came at me full force spitting harsh truth and some you giving some advice on how to handle this which basically came down to nexting the bitch.

I was hesitant to next because the blue pill clouding of my judgement was telling me i was still in. And two things happened.

  1. She contacted me once again on her own and I thought to myself "Ha! those assholes at TRP dont know shit! I played this right!" But even though she contacted me again I could still feel shit wasnt quite the same anymore. The sexuality of the conversations had died down and she was no longer reciprocating or setting up meet ups despite my advances. Blue Pill confirmed. Then I thought "Fuck. Those assholes at TRP were right after all." So I nexted her as all of you had told me to do in the first place, but was too fucking arrogant and blue pill to accept. I spoiled a potential plate. But, I got to see this truth unfold right in front of me; teaching me that it is critical mistake to put the pussy on the pedestal.

  2. Whilst pursuing this HB9 I had been fucking 2 plates on the side. One of them was spinning perfectly but the other started to wobble and complain and suddenly started to shit test me. I could not give a fuck if this plate fell as i thought i was completely in with the HB9, so i held frame and responded to her shit tests with a lack of apology or mindfulness. Lost contact for a week and a half when all of a sudden she contacts me demanding answers as to why this is so. I give her none and ignore her demands keeping it playful and vague. After a few texts she calls me and starts to tell me how she likes me so much and that shes been turning down dates with other guys because she likes me so much. Im still holding frame offering no compliments or thank yous and change the subject to more playful and sexual matters. It was late and had to get up the next morning so i said good night out of the blue and went to bed. The next morning she practically sets up a day later this week (she has two jobs and her time is very limited) where i can "Fuck the shit out of her". Red Pill Truth confirmed. Held frame and gave in to no demands next thing she wast me to fuck the shit out of her.

Im grateful to this community for opening my eyes to all this shit. You have provided effective methods and solutions that have allowed me to take control of my life and my decisions once again. I still have got a long way to go to become the alpha that i want to be but it will happen. I wont go back to the old self thats for sure. And to all those who commented on my previous post without the sugar coated words thanks for being straight talk. Sometimes we all need to hear the reality to learn from our mistakes and strengthen our skills. RP for life.