I just have some ramblings. Feel free to downvote or whatever :P

Sometimes I get too much in my head and over evaluate my faults. There then comes the tendancy to think that I would be nothing without my SO. Worthless to myself I suppose. Does/has anyone else feel/felt this way?

That women would be nothing without men. Or that the individual woman would be nothing without a man.

I guess a common example of this would be the alpha widow?? I feel like I have alpha widow thoughts even though I am not even one.

When I read posts by the lovely ladies on this sub I get reminded that I am ok and I need to just work on myself and find inner happiness/peace. I need to take a chill pill, have some tea and a warm bubble bath.

Oooff. I can go into some dark places in my mind sometimes.

Here's to the jouney of life! You ladies are fantastic. Keep it up :)