I am 20 yo, with a growing business, top physique, low BF, well spoken, well read in philosophy and with a solid knowledge of the TRP principles and kinda rich. I've been feeling dead inside and living with deep sense of melancholy/despair ever since my teenage years. I was able to break from this for a while, for example when I got the girl I wanted or when I bought a new car, but it was all a temporary fix.

Do x and get a break from the pain... Are we all doomed to this ?

Does this ever end? Is this the "struggle" that some philosophers talk so much about? For those of you who have conquered the world, do you ever feel "complete"?