I met my GF 2 years ago when I was in what I call my rockstar times. I lived a very exciting life back then. Running a business, making good money, drinking all the time, going to parties, sleeping with different women and so on. I was really popular in my social circles. Almost a legend, haha. She loved that. That was before everything changed...

I'd been banging her for a year before we made it a serious relationship officially. Few months into the relationship and shit started to happen. My business went to shit and my money went with it. (She did not know about it) I didnt tell her anything but my confidence achieved very low levels because of all the financial problems. I wanted to make things right again so I quit drinking, I quit partying, I quit flirting with other girls. I focused on my business... and on HER. That was a huge mistake as you of course know.

Now when I look back, I see how fixated on her I was. She was the last thing that made me happy when all the other things went to hell. Though, truth is I did not know her well enough. I thought she's this cute, conservative, good, loyal and well-behaved girl. I knew nothing about her previous party years (she's 26 as of now) and about 20 alphas she had fucked in the past. (I discovered the number of her sexual partners just recently from a friend of ours.)

She definitely did not like who I became in that time of my personal crisis. She became extremely cold to me... And as you could expect, especially as she's really hot... there were few alphas around her waiting to fuck her so it did not take long till the hypergamy made her broke up with me. I became even more depressed, moved in back with my parents as I had no cash and spent several following months regretting everything.

Few months afterwards... She had fucked one of these Alphas and quickly discovered he's not as good material as she thought. She contacted me and wanted to start having a casual sex with me again. I wanted an exclusive relationship with her but she told me its not a good idea as we are not "compatible". I was like okay... It's better to fuck than nothing. We were seeing each other once every few weeks.

This casual thing lasted almost a half a year. I DID NOT KNOW that she was fucking another guy in that time as well. I discovered this a while back... Imagine how pissed I was.

It took me a whole year since we broke up to rebuild my business and get into a pleasant financial situation.
I also achieved a great success when I released my own book and became a little famous in my country.
It boosted my self-confidence as fuck.
I also discovered the world of Red Pill and finally understood everything thanks to it.

And that changed everything.

When I became a popular author, lot of girls started to text me or wanted to meet me. They pursue me on social media, like everything I post and comment on my photos... Which is a great social proof as you can imagine.

I started to have a time of my life =D

My GF was disappointed by the other guys. She just could not convert them into the beta providers for her. (As she's coming closer to The Wall, she's really obsessed with starting a family). She saw my success and popularity and of course changed her mind. Now she wanted me back.

She invited me for a dinner. She texted me often. She tried to seduce me as possibly as she could.
Because I was pissed I made it very hard for her. I was ignoring her. Played cocky. Push/pull. Had a great sex with her and then did not respond for a week and so on.

Guys, I have to tell you. It was a great feeling to have my little revenge. She's been trying so hard to get me for the past two months... The sex was great. Her behaviour towards me was great. Overall everything was great.

It was so great that I somehow found myself to be in the position she wanted me to be. I am back in a relationship with her. And I am really confused right now. I really enjoyed her trying to get me back... but I know the excitement will go away as soon as she starts to take me for granted. And then she'll probably get bored again and will run away with the first alpha idiot she'll find.

What would you do?

I am really curious. I definitely can't see myself to be in a relationship with her in the future as I'm still pissed at her and I know she's a hypergamous slut. At the same time I am not sure I want to leave her immediately because the SEX is just SO GREAT. She's so good in bed. But I know her pussy is exactly the trap I should avoid =D Geez. We men are stupid