So... for a bit of backstory;
I'm a 17 year old that comes from a middle eastern background, thus have been raised by some of TRP core ideals (women should be submissive, males dominant) etc, and a year ago I had stumbled across TRP. I enjoyed reading it and agreed with everything.
Fast forward a bit, I started dating this girl who both TRP & my father would strongly advise not to engage with. This girl had many red flags including things such as: smoker, mental disorders (bipolar, strong BPD symptoms, daddy issues, EXTREME feminist - to the point where she said men don't deserve mental health awareness as they oppressed women before) etc. Ended up dating her for 11 months....
I disregarded everything I have EVER learnt about a woman-male relationship, and believed that TRP was bullshit and that this one would be different, and we love each other, and we'll last, and that i'll save her from her issues. How fucking wrong was I. Throughout the constant lying, manipulation, toxicity, isolation.. I put up with it for 11 months because I thought it'll get brighter at the end.
Throughout the 11 months, I stopped reading TRP and gave up on frame and let her in. About a week ago we got into a fight about some shit to do with sexism and then she said I can't be with someone like you and I just said 'Ok cool" and walked away. Later she texted me claiming I was the one who left her as I did not 'fight for her.' Classic. Fast forward 2 days, she calls me crying and begging me to take her back and that she'll change, I set boundaries and then when she agreed took her back.
2 days later, I told her I don't think I want a relationship, she said she'll give me a week to think about it, I made it extremely clear that I would need loyalty from her during this break and she agreed. Throughout this week, she went partying and to a guy's house who I didn't know, when I confronted her about it she simply told me he was gay and went on to brag to me about how much he makes and how he takes her driving (he is 19) etc. The last day during this break I told her I'm still not 100% and she stayed over at his and this time posted a picture of him shirtless in a bed, the next day I grilled her about him not being gay and she finally gave in after 30 minutes that he wasn't.
Fast forward to Monday after some intense TRP digesting and reading, everything came back to me, I broke it off with her at school, she told me I was just leaving someone loyal to me that cared about me, and that she "didn't fuck him." After our voices started getting louder I just walked away as I did not want any drama.
Now for the finale - on that same day, she went to his house, tonight she's at his house right now posting videos on her snapchat of them in a bed, him shirtless. "I swear I love this house more then I love you" - her caption. This is a future warning to ANYONE who wants to disregard TRP. Love does not exist, I have learned that, emotions don't exist, they're just hormones being released in your brain. What does exist is the biological nature of a man and a woman. This girl was probably cheating on me the whole 11 months. What i'm most thankful for is that I didn't stop lifting throughout it - currently chatting up 5 different girls.
Also, I know this is where questions go but my karma is too low to post on main website and needed to vent. Apologies.