i have these parents who like to preach self acceptance while at the same time critizing other people appreance like thier weight or skin color. doest help that my parents are pretty good looking for south asian people and they had their good looking youth already. whenver i use skin lighteing creams for my horrible dark scars and my mom notices a difference shes like now thats enough now just use coconut oil. i swear the difference was like 20 percent and she gets pissed. also when i lose weight and get my bmi around 20 my mom says i need to eat more and stop going on treadmill. im going to get jaw botox and eye fillers behind their back with my own money. their obvs gonna notice (hopefully i can fib my tail off)bc theyre so into facial structure and shit

anyways sorry for the rant

advice please