Hey all,

Have a general idea of how to go about this, but of course would love some feedback / guidance.

Firstly a bit of context..

Thankfully, starting with TRP, I feel as if I wasn't in the worst position - looks have always been solid enough, did gym and exercise (just not consistently), my big thing was oneitis and fucking up good situations with girls.

So maybe 3 weeks ago, I had a buddy visiting from Spain and we hit up a bar on the last night. In the bar there was live music, and all in all it was a great time. We have a song in my country that is notoriously difficult to sing (sort of like a nonsensical rap) and I somehow ended up performing the song with the band in the bar - long story.

That's when the fucking rockstarish status struck.

So saw this easy 9 (a 10 for me - love that Latina vibe) giving me IOIs across the bar, not a huge distance mind you. "Surely she's not looking at me?" I was thinking to myself - then I remembered, I was the fucking Freddy Murcury of that bar, so yes she was. I didn't exactly rock straight up to her (probably should of), but we made our way over and we started talking, didn't really progress as I knew I was in work, but got the Kino going and all that shit.

I was in work the next day so I left before got too late, but got her contact details and all that before I dipped - not thinking anything of it, unlikely to go anywhere etc (from the next country over). My friend went off with her friend to smash, and I tipped on home.

So you can imagine my surprise the next day when in the office and have a text from this 9 asking when I'll be in her city again - during our conversation mentioned have family there and have been a few times.

Conversation sort of dry for a while until I heard that her friend was coming back over for New Years, so I just messaged asking "Heard you booked the flights" just joking more than anything and she said would love to come over and was looking at hotels and all this shit.

Again it was going nowhere so I stopped replying, not expecting to hear back from her. So once again you can imagine my surprise when she sent me booking confirmation of a hotel that I suggested when she asked - perhaps she is coming over, but surely it wasn't to just see me? So conversations went on and on a bit, just more logistical shit than anything - and again just stopped replying as seemed to be going nowhere until yesterday, when she sent a message "Guess who's coming to City name today".

So that was that, got onto my buddy who was meeting her friend and off we went to meet them, and they happened to have another friend with them. So in total 3 of them, 2 of us.

Hopped into a bar, night started off, got chatting with them all. We were in our own little area all good and well, myself and my 9 were basically deep in our conversations by ourselves - so I knew she was interested at least. But it was when we went to leave the magic happened.

As everyone was gathering their stuff to leave (in preparation of a big night tonight) I just looked at 9 and said "Don't tell me you're having an early night too, we're only warming up here - let's head to the next bar up the road" and she sat herself right back down saying it was a great idea.

So we carried on to the next bar, and fuck her attractiveness showed - turn away for 2 seconds, literally to walk away from the bar and guys were talking everywhere to her. I kept my cool and just pictured that chunky sidebar we have on here - and cranked up that mother fucking abundance mindset.

There was one time in particular when this big bastard (hench af) was chatting to her in a later bar / club, and she was chatting back but could see her looking over at me (possibly for my reaction?), so I carried on dancing, met these 2 guys from another country and we were chatting briefly - no budging. But then saw this 7/8 walking through the crowd, and reached out for her hand to give a twirl and have a dance / introduce myself - and the 9 was over just as I introduced myself to her with her arms all over me. She gave him her Instagram or something and by the time we had walked back to her place he messaged her 3 times. THIS. SHIT. WORKS. GUYS.

Anyway this is going on too long. The place she ended up booking to stay is down in the direction of where my bus leaves from. So we were walking together just chatting, and she had her arm linked through mine stating how "cold" it was.

On the road to her hotel and my bus, and she just said "oh so what do you think you're doing? Staying in my place?" with a sort of jokey grin knowing rightly it was a shit test material - just looked right at her and said "you're absolutely right, need to make sure it's okay before recommend it to all these other girls"

Got in, into the room, settled on the bed, watched a bit of shit TV and at this stage I was wondering was this all some big misunderstanding? Did I read EVERY signal wrong? But I stuck to that mother fucking sidebar like a fly sticks to shit - keep going until you get a no.

In the mean time this 9 is like a fucking cat cuddling up - and trying to push me off the bed etc etc so she could get in. Ended up the 2 of us under the covers, still fully dressed mind you, and I was like you know what I don't have autism there is something going on her and kissed her. Neither of us were moving if that makes sense, just literally kissing, until I dropped a hand and pulled her in - and fuck it escalated quick.

She sat up, jeans were unbuttoned and half off and top off before I knew what happened. It was like a fucking hypnosis happened on her. Possessed doesn't even explain it. Went from an innocent attractive girl to a fucking warewolf in the blink of an eye.

It was time to shine. I was up and in my underwear and she had the jeans off and went back at it. I don't know what it is, but I love a bit of foreplay, so I was rubbing her over her underwear and kissing her neck and she was fucking loving it it seemed. Moaning and all shit and didn't even put it in yet.

Not sure if it was just a while since she had a good dicking, but holy jesus I wasn't holding back. I was pumping away, focusing on box breathing having a fucking blast with this one moaning in my ear, saying things that couldn't be repeated on here.

I'm the end I didn't even end up Cumming, but on 2 separate occasions her leg were shaking uncontrollably and she was pulling me in for more.

Anyway that was that, slept afterwards, watched a bit of TV when we woke up and helped her look for her phone and could just the vibes overstaying welcome so I upped and outed.

Seeing her again later on as will be with the friends again for NYE, and then she's back to her country tomorrow.

How do I not fuck this up?