Let's face it. I'm a beta bitch pretending to be alpha. That's why she was attracted to me in the first place. I come to this place to get back on the track again and become stronger, because I am definitely at my weakest now and licking my wounds.

I swallowed the pill long before a concept as the Red Pill was understood on Reddit. Long before I started (seriously) dating. As a result I never had a girlfriend.

I always knew that the dating game was rigged and I decided to rig the game myself. Start lifting, learning game and become a great personality with great social proof. At first it was hard, but as I put in time and effort, I was able to have 3 fuckbuddies at a time.

Last month I met her. We met while dancing and we kissed. She seemed very outgoing and very sexual. Somehow we got a chance to talk and I immediately knew I had to meet her again... We just... clicked?

On our first date she told me she normally wasn't like she was in the club. She was drunk and she felt like another person took control of her.

She wanted to take things slow. I agreed. Being Redpill towards woman, has always made me feel empty inside and I felt like this girl would change it.

She told me she didn't wanted to have sex before marriage. I protested, but kept on dating and kept on pursuing sex. I knew I could crack her.

While we we're dating and we weren't officially a couple. She kissed a girl while being drunk. I was hurt, but willing to oversee it. She was very sorry and made me believe it.

I opened up to her and she opened up to me. I did notice a lot of red flags, but I did not care. After 3 weeks she let me fuck her.

1 Day after I made her officially my girlfriend.

4 Days after she met the girl again in her dorms. They fucked, 1 hour after I took her to her dorm for being drunk.

The girl is/was a good friend of mine and she got played as well. She decided to tell me, because this bitch at least has some honor in her system.

Never let your guard down. Swallowing the pill for the second time, is worse.

Don't believe the 'nice girl' image they paint of themselves. They are all like this.

My 22 year old Mexican good girl trickletruthed herself from a religious good girl to a former exwife of a cartelmember, who is bisexual and is a cheater in just a month.

It doesn't matter how long it will take. You will find out sooner or later that they are not who you think they are.

Woman don't know how to feel love. They know how to feel feelings. They are slaves to it and they will not hesitate to bow down to it. Even if it means hurting you.

AWALT.