Okay please I need to get roasted by you strong women so I can get sense knocked into. I’m 24 years old and there is this older rich man I was introduced to, and I’m soooo turned on by his manliness and demeanour to another level. It’s like my brain goes to mush. He’s basically the forever bachelor type, only want to have sex type but I can’t help being so drawn to him. He commands so much power, and it’s not like I’m on this whole liberation hype. I have only ever kissed/made out with one other guy who I was in a relationship with. So I went on a date with him a few days ago and he dropped me home. And we ended up kissing and making out. I didn’t let him see or touch my intimate areas, but he kept trying to move my hand to his crotch outside his clothes. I told him I was a virgin but he kept saying how much he wanted me, etc etc. He also called me a tease for not ‘releasing’ him as I didn’t touch his dick.

Urgh but I have to see him a lot as he’s family friends with my best friend and attends a lot of family events that she does. Like I will have to see him for around 5 times in the next year probably. I’m quite embarrassed I behaved like that, like I kept going in for kisses, I think I was really turned on by him and horny I’ll be honest 😭😭. How to I redeem myself, there’s no way I can block him etc as my best friend would be livid as he is helping her/her family with important business. And it’s not like he did anything wrong it was completely consensual and he didn’t force me to do anything. Also a part of me keeps replaying the make out session in my head, it felt so much better than it ever did with my boyfriend. What do I do, part of me knows if I see him again things will escalate. Also I know he won’t tell my friend what happened between us but I want to get my value back. I’m planning to just not speak to him and limit contact.

Has any man just made you girls lose all sense of who you are. I’m so ashamed.