TRP has changed my life. Since I discovered it 2 years ago, I've made improvements in all aspects of my life. Fixed my relationships with my family, moved out on my own, held a decent job, got a few lays, lost around 60lbs. I cannot thank this wonderful community enough for everything I have benefited from it.

Even though everything is on the right track, I keep falling back into depression due to having bad acne scarring on my face, saggy skin from my weightloss and manboobs. Ive left a couple salaries to a derm who gave me false promises, did 3 dermarolls and it didnt help much. I am staying inside for weeks because any sun in my face makes me look like a zombie and am too ashamed to take my shirt off. I keep having negative thoughts during these periods of time and start with the self destructive habits again. I keep telling myself "what are you gonna do, cry? You got to push on" etc but the issues are still here. I have no one to talk to irl about this so I've decided to to ask for some suggestions here. How to push past this?