You guys have no idea how it feels to walk in the shoes of a bastard. Me, 17, 5'5, hispanic male never had a dad or been taught how to be a man, I feel like the biggest passively depressed bitch and these last few days all I been wanting to do is die. I envy you people, the ones with the family, especially the fathers. I never had anyone to teach me how to be a man the limits of sexuality, masturbating, everything I learned about girls I learned from seduction and the red pill. I just want to give up lay here and die. The world doesn't need bastards like me. I wish I had a father, someone to teach me values, strengths, pride, but im just a bitch.

Edit: does a man need emotional support?