I've met this coworker and she is tiny, innocent girl, which i would rate 5/10 maybe.

I started liking her, because of the ways of her speech, and we have quite a lot in common. She is a biology student, and I am science freak so attraction grew.

2 months later, I really started feeling for her. We were talking, went to lunch together etc,.. Something grew in me, and I had to visit her at train station before she left, she even told me she wants to see me. I met her at train station, talked with her, and gave her first(quick kiss), which surprised her a little bit, but I didn't hesitate - like an "alpha". The day before I kinda showed her I liked her, and huged her and being together whole day, she toled me "I like you dude".

We constantly texted every day while she was away for 16 days. I started sending her some naughty pics, but all covered, nothing shown. She liked them, but didn't send anything back, I thought she is shy.

I told her how I like her and can't wait until she comes back, to hang out with her, and she agreed in every way. She sent me all this pics every time she went somehwere, her pics, her animals pics, so I knew she is interested.

Last day before she arrived back, she was quiet, but I knew she will travel. She calls me at midnight and tries to telling me how much she likes me, but she has a boyfriend etc... I say ok it's life she has to choose. Then it hits me and I call her back and say, that she has to think about it, if she didn't feel for me, she wouldn't be interested(big mistake I guess). So we meet next day, we make out, I tell her how big we would be, and she says she will have to think about it. I told her to drop her boyfriend(I thought she is lying, cause she never mentioned, so I went full retard mode, sorry).

We move 1 week on, she starts acting very interested in me, we are all over each other, horny etc, then we go out on Saturday and have first fuck. She is amazed tells me, it was the best fuck for her ever, she wants more.

I was a virgin btw.. Next week we meet again, and we fuck at her place, she then tells me she broke up with her boyfriend(2 months together) for me, she likes me a lot etc.. Then she asks me when I lost virginity.. The dumb fuck I am I tell her I lost it with her, and she is surprised.. Then she tells me she had slept with 19 men before me, and says she changed for better of herself, and it's her previous life, and she wants to succeed in life with education.

After dinner she texted me how much I am important to her and she sees future with me. She even asked me if I will ever dump her, and if she decided to have a kid in 1 year would I dump her blabla(innocent talk). I felt special after that, and started believing she is really the woman I want to have life with her.

Everything ok, I for some reason starts feel even more for her, because no woman treated me like her(and she is first I fucked ofc). We talk more and more, and all of the sudden after 3rd week fuck, she started acting differently when she left home. She was quiet when we walked, she didn't initiate conversations.

When we spoke at lunch, she said to me that she wants to invest all her time in university, and that when she left my home, she felt "what am i doing here". It hit me straight in the heart. It was few days after she told me how important I am for her and how precious the experience with me is for her etc..

She told me that sex is not the #1 thing in her life now, and I was thinking she wants to end this. Being dumb idiot I started telling her how much she means to me(like she does), and that I can give her more time for herself. She than says she is happy we talked, and we leave happy.

On friday before halloween party, she is totally stranger to me. She kind of doesn't want to talk to me, hardly initiates any talk, and pushes me away from her. At Halloween party she acts normal with everyone else, she is cold with me(we are officialy bf and gf and people know). She is walking around with other girlfriends, instead of being bound to me. Total joke.

When my piss of level reached the limit, I told her "OK, you wanna be with them or me, why do you act like I am stranger", then we went out to talk. She says some stuff about her and her uni and time(like that is the excuse for that behavior), and advices we should go to dinner. After dinner we go to her place and fuck, I tell her how much it meant to me that she chose me instead of others that night, and that It's proof that she cares about me more.

She says she is sorry she was like that to me, and that it was her mood (she was being happy and natural with others, so bs).

I left her place in the morning, so she can study.. I get call from her later, and she is upset saying she misses me, and she is sorry and says "please don't give up on me". Tells me, how she wants to succeed with uni that I ahve to adapt, and that the sex was so amazing, she acts very innocent.

I read redpill a lot, and it's so classic story, but it's hard to evade from "heroin once you are addicted". You always think it can work, and maybe her brain is little fucked up from overwork, stress, previous thoughts, previous life..

So I have two options:
- ditch her like alpha male
- act like alpha, give her less attention and see if it improves