In the US, in California, in one of the major metropolitan areas.

As you can guess i'm bombarded with feminist agenda's/ideology, manhate, cucks, and soyboys etc at every turn.

I've gotten to a point where saying 'i'm tired of it', doesn't even remotely come close to explaining just how fed up with it I actually am.

No one here is whole. Most people here are empty inside, only driven by materialism and consumerism. Surrounded by an endless supply of people thinking that they are above others while simultaneously claiming to be accepting of all. While clearly this is only virtue signaling, to make themselves feel virtuous about ideology they only thinly and blindly follow and believe in simply because everyone else seems to. Meanwhile, appearing completely condescending, and standoffish in reality. It's everywhere, and damn near everyone. Like no one can see through their own bullshit. It's like a house of cards, I guess. If one them were to call someone else out, it would force them to reassess their own horseshit, and we all know introspection is just so difficult for most.

Point is, it's just tiring to be around fake people so full of shit that you can't even tell if there's anything else there besides, well, shit.

I don't want for this to come off like a "Oh, everyones a phony" Catcher-in-the-rye-esque rant. But I've kept this to myself for such a long time, it's just nice to vent it off, without feeling like i'll just get looked at like i'm crazy. Or that i'm not justified in my opinion, simply because it would force people to have to acknowledge their own hypocritical bullshit.

I just turned another year closer to 30, not too long ago. And now i'm closer to 30 than I am to 20. Ever since, it really has been forcing me to put things in perspective. And at the end of the day, I'm really starting to lean more towards wanting to peace the fuck out of here. This country is poisonous to the soul. The agendas that are being pushed are relentless and bring out this feeling of near helplessness and suffocation. The culture is pure degradation, to the point of it barely even being able to still be classified as civil in any form of the word. Women are disgusting wannabe-men, men are spineless useful idiots, and any sort of leadership or direction you have to find and define for yourself. There is nothing or noone here to point towards that end for you.

I can't continue subjecting myself to this crap. I mean, it is crap. We got sold a crap deal, and are just expected to deal with it, cuz hey, "you're a man". Man, fuck that.

For the next 6 months to a year, I'm going to do nothing but work on my financial situation, so I can amass some semblance of financial freedom, as well as build myself mentally and physically. After that, I will prepare to leave the country. One less man to put through this Western grinder and rat race.

I'm thinking of Tijuana right now, or somewhere not too deep into Mexico, at least for a year. It's cheap for cost of living, the women are worlds more tolerable (No, i am not interested in, or looking for a Unicorn, please don't get shit twisted), hookers are cheap, bountiful and not illegal, and it seems like a healthier place to be overall that this hell hole. Maybe after that rotate around to South America, check out Colombia, possibly Brazil, and stay there for a bit. (I also want to check out Thailand for reasons you all probably can guess).

But as far as staying here, as a man? I think i'm done.

PS: Hey, thanks for listening.

Edit

Thank you guys for the support. And thank you for sharing your stories, opinions and viewpoints. I read em' all.

This sub is the best. Hands down. Nothing even comes close. MGTOW for life!