tl;dr This is a full month Field Report. Tell's you my goals and my successes and failures in putting the Red Pill in my life. Simply that.

This is a re-post sense my title was not Field Report material.

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Hey. Let's start out with this. I've a new breed. I've been implementing the Red Pill in my life style for the past month. If I seem a little noobish. You now know why. My spelling isn't up to par, either. Take that into consideration also.

Let me go with who I was before finding The Red Pill and actually importing the information learned into my life.

  • I was a simple Blue Piller by definition.
  • I was always white-knighting girls, left and right.
  • When a girl told me to do anything, I did it.
  • I let people walk over me, all the time.
  • I was shy (still kinda am).
  • I loved playing video games, and watching anime.
  • Every night, I would cry cause I felt lonely.
  • I would always dream of my future wife. Thought she would be the perfect unicorn.
  • Didn't have much friends (still don't, working on that)
  • Every time a girl shot me down, I would cry like a little bitch.
  • Skinny guy, very skinny.

As you can see, I was really bad back then. I don't cringe about it cause it happens to a lot of guys, when there young. There lied to pretty much. Let's not get off track though.

Lets me now tell you what I am now, who I am, what goals I've achieved or just put into place.

  • I am working out. I joined a Gym and got a trainer cause I sure don't want to hurt myself cause I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I'm lifting. Damn, chest cardio got my fucking arms and chest hurting right now.
  • I am aiming for a Apartment. Goal is set.
  • I am joining a Self Defense class which is teaching me to learn to fight in self defense.
  • I'm being more social. Trying to break out of my shyness area.
  • I talk to everyone, just about. Small talk. Girls mostly.
  • I'm working on getting a job at a small place. IE: Domino's Pizza Delivery Guy.
  • Get fucking ripped.
  • Get into a college. My degree will be Business and Marketing.
  • Lose most my Beta friends and make Alpha friends. (in due time)
  • Go to bars, clubs and talk to girls. Becoming not socially awkward and being a party pooper is my goal. Breaking my shyness.
  • Read books like No More Mr Nice Guy, so the can help accelerate my improvement faster.

As you can seem, I'm more focused on myself. Improving myself in every way is what I like to say.

Let's talk about my what I have learned from reading The Red Pill.

  • AWALT (Oh my fucking gosh, this shit is fucking real)
  • Game (I have such bad fucking game but it will get better)
  • Never get married. Period. (After reading The Misandry Bubble, that shit blew my fucking mind.)
  • Dressing well is always important.
  • Gains aka lifting, girls will love to touch them gains.
  • No such thing as a fucking unicorn.
  • Texting game. (This is good for Tagged and Tinder and Badoo.)
  • No girl can love a man, like a man wants the girl too. It's simple impossible.
  • FRAME. (Oh my god, when I put frame into the field it's harder to maintain then people make it look like on here.)

I've learned a lot. Still have a ton of shit to learn.

After reading all that mess, lets get to my successes and failure. After reading for some time, I have learned that to get results you will fall one thousands time. those falls are successes, if you learn from your mistakes. You will fall so many time and show successes at the same time before you get it down. This is simple call learning. You will fall and you will show improvement. It's how the game is played.

  • There have been a lot successful conversations with girls in the past month.
  • I've had perfect frame many time, other's not so much.
  • My game need surgical help. It's simple bad.
  • Had fun nights at party's, clubs and have had a lot of embarrassing time or failures.
  • Haven't gone on any dates yet, but there will be a lot in the future.

There are a lot of threads here on The Red Pill that can help every single on of you newbies. Read everything. Sometimes, I don't read everything but take consideration that some stuff needs to be read even if you don't plan on implementing it in you life style. There may be small bits in the thread that can help you. That's what I have learned.

Let's move on with the Field Report. This was last night at the bar.

Okay, so last night I had made a goal to get put of of my comfort zone. I don't go to bars, clubs by myself. I though, there are a lot of cute girls I can possibility plate, and small talk to improve my social skills. I forced myself to go.

I went to a bar and sat down. Ordered a drink and was just looking around to see anyone I could small talk or plate. Couldn't find anyone. At the time I was nervous as fuck. I then see my cuz. He came to me and sad and we had a talk.

He suggested to go to a near by bar and I agreed. I said hey, were ever the girls are at. I'm there. As we got there we meet some of his buddies. We all desired to go to one of his buddies apartment and have some martins. I'm a fucking newbie drinker and that martini fucked me up. First martini, I ever had. Couldn't finish the whole thing cause I thought I was going to vomit it all up if I did.

We left his apparmtn and with some girls and guys and went back to the bar. This is were things got kind bad and good at the same time. As you all know I'm a shy little bitch (i know, i know.) Well, my martini was wearing off and I started to slow down a little. Shy little black kid sitting at the bar table while everyone else was dancing and having a good time. I NEEDED to break it. I seen these to girls sitting next to me and I forced myself to speak to them.

I asked them if they hear the had slap game. I told them if they wanted to play but on my rules. The rules were if I win and slap you hands first, I get a make-out session. If you win, I walk away. They disagreed and both of them shit tested me with a simple shit test. "I have a boyfriend". My answer was to that was "Only one?".

One of them eye bolded me for the rest of night. I have this kinda douche-bad attitude now and make fun of her a little while we were talking. She hates my fucking guts and yet, all I got out of that is, " I don't care, you just want me to fuck you hard as I can."

There was this one girls who was on a date and seen me sitting there alone while everyone was dancing. She pulled me off the chair and started to dance with me. At this point I started to get feelings for this girl, blue pill came out but then, I remebered AWALT. My smile when to a frown my red pill came back in.

The rest of the night was me going home and sleeping. I was drunk cause I had two shot of berbon that night and was fucking wasted. There were a lot of failures that night and a lot of successes. I'm still going strong. When I think of some of the things I did or had happened last night, I cringe. Simple. It all comes with the learning processes though.

Now you know more about me. I will continue to implement The Red Pill in my life for the rest of my life. Thank you, Red Pill. You have changed my life (so far).

Any advice would be great! Harsh or not. It will help me ten fold.

Lessons Learned

  • AWALT. Remember it.
  • Frame can be hard to maintain for newbies. Keep at it and you will get it down.
  • Game is hard as well. If you socially awkward or shy, work on getting out of the first then work of your game.
  • Practice comes with failures. Keep going and you will become perfect at it.