Just thinking out loud here....Ever since I was a little kid I always wanted children of my own...only after taking the red pill and seeing the way my mum makes my dad miserable and pushes her emotional issues onto her kids, as well countless stories I have heard from other guys getting royally screwed, I know marriage and relationships will be forever out the question.

It sucks because I still feel that pull and desire to find a loving wife and create a family...kids especially...that my entire line is essentially going to waste...probably to be replaced with broods of dindus and gibs me dats. I tried everywhere to look for a good women...but in my 10 years of searching I havent even come close. Every single relationship I have lost massively, either investing time, energy, money only to be treated like shit and cheated on. I could try avoid all this and push myself to have a family but for what? With my track record, I know it would involve me being nagged to instanity, disrespected and treated like an ATM with eventual divorce rape. No thanks!

I am thankful i found this at young age before I did anything foolish. You guys are really all I have left who understand me. Church is gynocentric. Feminism is absolutely rampant. Things are getting worse for men and I dont see it reversing any time soon.

I guess Ill just take my 24 year old, 150k year earning ass and live the rest of my life in peace and solitude in some far off corner of the world :)

PS Good Quote from my Ex - "You are the man, it will always be your fault"