Blocked her phone number. Again and hopefully for the last time. Feels good. She wants to marry me yet she doesn't even have a job for the past 4 years, thinks 73k is enough for an entire family to live on comfortably.

Reasons to marry

  • If I want kids, which I don't
  • Companionship, which I sort of get from my parents for now. When they are gone I don't know...

Reasons to not marry

  • MO' MONEY $$
  • No chance of losing money $$
  • My time is my own now... no chance of losing that either to babby
  • Not being as much as a slave and being able to actually retire someday

Obviously, my independence and freedom are my 2 most valued quantities. My brother got locked down but at least his wife is Ivy league and works, he has 1 child. Don't really envy him. My sister is a stay at home mom.

That said, I have no clue what to spend my free time and money on. I'm slowly learning guitar. Learning to invest with vanguard and 401k's. Not sure if I should pursue martial arts, I mean I could either save $10,000 or earn a blackbelt in 4 years, and most places these days are mcdojos.

I want to lose weight and become a runner, someday. Overwatch is fun but leaves me feeling a bit empty inside. Any suggestions on how to spend my time?