So I broke up with my ex of almost 3 years. She was neglectful and unappreciative and I was amazing to her. We didn't have a lot in common and she was pretty basic and lacked interest in pretty much anything. That being said she wasn't a moron academically but just was an almost totally uninteresting person. So after her neurotic and hysteric outbreaks of "literally dying" because of her imagining the possibility that I could like other girls; I didn't but the fact I could possibly led her to break down and call me in tears constantly eventually pushed me to my breaking point after i hung out with my best friend and a girl he liked. I was so mentally beaten and emotionally detached from her I finally had to end it. I didn't talk to her for 2 weeks because I didn't want to make her keep crying. I found out from multiple people who were unprompted to tell me so that 3 DAYS afterwards she had started dating a new guy and is now drinking and doing drugs which she had never done before. I figured she would move on quickly out of spite to try to get at me but she never told me or tried to show it on social media so I figure she must actually like the guy. I wasn't mad that she moved on because she needed to cope more than I did but the fact she literally turned into human garbage 3 days afterwards after i took such amazing care of her made me so angry I just wanted to hurt her. Now here I am single for the past fews months trying to find someone more on my level, I'm a college student but it is nearly impossible to find a decent girl here at my school that isn't taken as it is smaller and most commute back home where they have an SO. Because of this I have also been trying dating apps but no matter what I do I am becoming thoroughly disgusted by how women my age act, they are pretentious, self-entitled, self absorbed, fickle attention-seeking, narcissistic, terrible people. Anyone that is even semi attractive write about how they are craving something special yet when I nicely try and greet them I will get "viewed" but almost never get a response. It is really pushing me to the point where I am doubting myself and feel hideous; which i'm not. I don't think very well of myself but I have a lot more to offer than the guys I see these girls ending up with the cookie-cutter look alike block heads around my school. I've had some really shitty encounters and was wondering does it get better with age? Even if so I really don't want to spend my youth alone but I'm becoming bitter towards women as a majority though I know there are a few good girls I am wholly disheartened to the point I don't even want to look in the mirror.