I passed a load of shit tests with an insanely hot girl who clearly wanted me to show my beta side. My time with her was cut short though. I am still secretly crushing hard and cringing at the possibility of rejection and reducible. I don't think now is the time to chase perhaps I will have my chance again. I am trying to determine whether or not she is attracted to me. I'm getting the eye of loads of hot girls and I buckle with my eye contact. I need more time. I must learn more about shit tests. Lift and get my body language even better. I might have a bright future but for now I must destroy the man child inside of me and learn how to command conversations to my desired conclusion. Does this sound like giving up? I know it is beta of me but I have not built up my potential enough and I will always fail until such a time that I have corrected myself. I think I have learned enough to go away and come back in style. Is this wise?