It was four months since I cut off all contact with him!

And then I tried to do some difficult tasks and my mind unravelled with all the ammo of emotional trauma and unfairness and injustice from his lying bullshit ass. Anyhow I tried calling using a blocked number and then when he picked up he pretended he didnt hear me and then threw his phone in the car and shut the door.

Anyone one else moving on, trying, relapsing, getting back on the horse?

I know to keep looking over handbook stuff, but I'd really love to hear some real life stories of people moving on and some real updates on your efforts because all the positive "you can" sometimes doesn't answer how to rediscover your footing after you fell into stupid moments that unravel all the work.

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Thanks, and hope everyone is well!