I'm at a low point in my life right now, which I link to having no "belief" of a path that leads to happiness.

What's the point of having a dream / mission if it isn't achievable, relies on other people to work (aka no control over the outcome) etc?

What's the point of becoming "valuable" when you know that it only attracts people's wants, not needs, thus by becoming succesful - you've actually made the world worse, not better.

What's the point of success if there's no one at the end to share it with?

I've completely lost my blind belief that It's all gonna work out, that there is a reason for all the struggle. At the end of the day, I'll never have real freedom, seeking truth doesn't make me happy and I have to play a "game" (life) every single day that I don't enjoy after seeing what it is, that I didn't sign up for and that I can't switch for another "game".

Give me something to believe in, because right now - my mind can't rationalize the juice being worth the squeeze.