I just wanted to thank every single one of you.

Much to my surprise, he did get back in touch, about half an hour ago.

He told me he was very angry at my actions and needed some time to think about what I did - contacting him when he said I wasn’t supposed to - and that I would need to change my behaviour.

For the first time, I got angry. I’m actually still shaking from a mix of anger and adrenaline.

I told him:

D I am over this and moving on.

You did shit to me. I’m extremely angry now. About all the shit you did to me. I ended up on pills questioning my sanity over the shit you did to me.

I wrote it in a list and realised how abusive you actually were.

This is over. I do not want to get back with you ever. Do not contact me again.

He responded saying

So we leave each other alone.

I’ve not responded. I don’t plan on it. My heart is pounding so hard. I wouldn’t have been able to do this without all of your encouraging words yesterday.

So just genuinely thank you all so much.