I was 16 when i discovered and fell for the red pill (I'm 18 now).

I went through a phase where i genuinely believed everything the red pill teaches (which i absolutely hate myself for to this day).

This made me paranoid around women and made me have a hatred for other men who "simp".

I became obsessed with red pill content to the point where it would be the only content i watched on YouTube and over time i absorbed the propaganda and swore to myself i would never get into a relationship in my life.

I would eventually come to see just how hypocritical and sad these people are, hell i even got bored of it eventually as it just talks about the same things over and over again.

But once i had unlearned the red pill (by lurking around this sub mostly) it feels like the damage has already been done and it's irreversible now.

I think i trained my brain so well where i just can't feel romantic attraction to anyone now.

Also it makes me feel kinda like a shitbag for only feeling sexual attraction toward women.

Finally just to clear up i don't hate women whatsoever, i have female friends i just don't think i will ever be able to fall in love since the red pill has fucked with my head so much.

Was hesitant to post this but i just need to vent to people who will actually know what the hell I'm talking about.