Not a joke, Met a fitness model a few years ago, amazing loved her we only dated for 7 months. Things didn't workout i was very heart broken TBH.

Ok so we move on, it's in the past, we broke up in June 2019 so it's been a long time.. but i've almost given up on girls now. I don't meet women that live up to her standard. I met this fitness model off a dating app and was actually surprised she matched with me. Yea i made mistakes with her but it's in the past.

Anyway the point is... it's hard not to compare and date other girls after being with such a women who lifts weights, amazing in bed, sexy as hell etc.

Yes i'm improving i already go to the gym 5x a week, she was just my turn i appreciate that, i'm saving money, trying to get a promotion at my job i'm self improving ...

I looked at her instagam a few months ago and she was with a pro bodybuilder on a date and felt bad...

like i'm not attracted or care about other girls except her.. don't really know what else to do tbh.

Yes i have abundance but my abundance isn't of unicorns like her .. it's made me give up lke i can't even be bothered meeting other girls who aren;t her.