I'll start by saying it doesn't add up to me. I'm trying to understand why a girl uses the following actions listed below on the daily, all when I KNOW she has lived a wild life(cocaine , threesomes, fucked rappers). I can see it in her eyes that the guy that marries her or LTR's her is doomed. She will find a way to get her fix when she gets board.

This same girl will give me anything I want in the bedroom, sends me care packages(homemade baked goods), her clothes that smell like her, writes me notes in my suitcase when I leave for work. She wants to introduce me to her friends, talks about the future, and says things like "I can't wait to do life together", and "I feel so content and safe with you"

This is ALSO the same girl who watches fucked up TV shows, gets into threesomes with married friends, was in a sorority in college, can rap to most Cardi B songs, and spent time at Dan Bilzerian type mansion parties she was "invited to".

None of it makes sense to me. She is too good at this. She got a high paying sales gig at 22 where she was put in position to charm clients at events, parties, and games and is pro level at making you feel good.

When she knows she scoop up most guys(with more money/success than me), why is she coming on so hard with me where it's borderline non-authentic?