From the marriedredpill subreddit

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Sex is not here yet. Last week, asking for sex verbally got me a kiss. So, this week I tried to escalate. I grabbed my balls and point my dick to her pussy. All was met with rejection. Mostly end up with rubbing my dick to her ass before she ran away. Even that happened because I came from her back, not because she voluntarily gave her ass. I feel like I'm a gay retard who could not close the deal.

Even more stupid, one day I barge in into the bathroom while she was taking shower. My dick was up ready to go. She screamed asking me to leave. I was an idiot thinking that I should leave when she said so. So I stood there like a statue. I don't know what to do. My dick, however, was pulling me forward. I'm a total retard. She grabbed the towel and ran to the bedroom. Another failed attempt.