I understand the general idea of the whole Red Pill vs Blue Pill philosophy. I understand there no unicorns. All women are somewhat flawed and driven by their nature to follow the hypergamy route.

The thing is I've never had a girlfriend, just heaps of sex. I'm reaching my mid 20s and I can't that shake off the feeling. My lack of relationship experience bothers me to some extent. I know exactly what I want.

I know theres a huge emphasis on spinning plates and banging heaps of girls on the side. Ive slept with enough women for my own satisfication to know it just doesn't appeal to me.

I know I have a lot of work to do, but I desire intimacy, connection, sex with someone I care for and just having someone I can be affectionate with (Yeah I know that sounds beta).

I already have great male friends for emotional support, I don't need female friends. I've just never had a partner who I could just be intimate with. Every time I fucked a girl I didn't care for, I felt like shit, not because the sex wasn't great. But because there was no emotional attachment. It was just fucking, like animals who were filled with lust. I don't have any desire to fuck heaps of women who I have no feelings for.

Im pretty sure someone here will call me out for coming across as Blue Pill. But anyhow I am saying how it is.

I've just started reading the Alpha Mindset by Caleb Jones, and 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene. I know I have a very long hard road ahead of me.

If I follow Red Pill, must I fuck heaps of girls on a side? Am I obligated to follow that rule? Can you use Red Pill theory and knowledge to obtain a relationship?

Thats just what I ultimately desire. But I know women should come last as a priority after everything else. Has anyone here who followed the Red Pill managed to score a relationship on the side as a result from their success?