I've been through the anger phase. This seems like a repeat of that but it isn't somehow.

I hate women. I hate how they operate. I hate what they do to me. I hate that even though I am spinning multiple plates (6 at my last count) they can still destabilize me.

I'm considering MGTOW simply because of the fact that I've had enough. I cannot tolerate any more. The constant demonstrations of fitness; the holding at arm's length so they don't get too close; the use of them as nothing more than holes.

I have always held the notion that men and women complete each other. Now I'm just jaded. I feel like there's nothing more to get from them. I feel like there's nothing more that I want from them.

Sorry if this sounds convoluted or lacking in purpose. I just needed to vent.