Why do I even have to do this? Long story short my [m27] beautiful wife [f25] started an affair with a 54 year old man that she works with only 2 months after we got married. She lied about the affair continuously and gaslighted me. I finally discovered it from the usual story of searching through her texts, and the truth still trickled out.

There's part of me that loves her deeply, and wants to make this work, but I know it can not. Why am I such a fucking cuck to this woman? I make plenty of money, I am attractive, smart, good with women. How did something like this happen to me and how do I finally get the chutzpah to leave her for good? Shes like a vampire on my energy. One of the worst parts is I've never wanted to have sex with her more in my life, but I think that might be a bad idea. Is it? How do I convince myself to leave her finally forever?